I'm just too nice!

Oh my dear friends,

I am once again frustrated with my life. My interview with JDL went well, great in fact, but it wasn't enough for me to get the job. I recieved a call yesterday that went like this:

Kate(librarian): Hi Rebekah. I'm calling to let you know we went with another canidiate.

Me:Ok

Kate: Well, ya, actually it was a really hard decision between you and an internal canidate.

Me: Ok

Kate: I encourage you to apply for the sub postion. It's still open. Thanks for meeting with us!

Me: Ah, no problem. Thanks.

Kate: Thank you! Bye.

Me: *crying*

Arrgggg. It is incredible frustrating friends!!!

Anyhow, I met Regan on Sunday! Toi, I know you and I talked about her a little bit a go, but she is really very cute. She is in this stage right now where she likes to bounce when you hold her! My arms are sore today!!!! Too Cute!

In final news, my aunt convinced my grandpa to pay for her and three of my cousins to go to Florida because "Brian and Brittnee are seniors and need a senior trip" Which I have a major problem with. He didn't pay for me to go on a senior trip, or any of my other cousins for that matter and this time I wasn't even offered a plane ticket. I am just too nice to my family. I never tell that what I am actually thinking and that is how I end up in the perdicaments I do with them.